Friday, August 07, 2009
I look forward to school nowadays. I want to freaking pass my OLevels with flying colours and make my family proud. ;)
Nothing much happened in school, except for the fact that I couldn't control my emotions for once. Told Narimah about it and she had a shock.
"NABILAH? YOU??? Being angry for the first time...???!!!"
Yup, I don't really show my feelings to others. Only my family knows the real me. I never ever ever ever ever fought with my friends before. Simply because I have no best friend but a lot of close/good friends. I won't elaborate on what happened but here's special message to you...
To Miss Z:
I don't know if you're reading this but I'm sorry for splashing water at you. That was the only thing I could think of doing that time. I was at fault too for doing that. But honestly, I was really irritated then. I know I was smiling, but that was only because I hardly get angry at my friends. It was hard for me not to smile despite my anger, especially since it's you I'm looking at.
(I'm writing this because you know I can't express my feelings well in person. So if you happen to come across this, then I hope you understand.) T_T
Okie dokie. Enough of the nonsense.
Studied with Narimah instead at RP, as usual. Thanks ah pembanyet! I really like the way you teach me Chemistry. I actually liked your method better than my other teachers'. LOL. Be honoured! ;)
I was directly sitting across this malay couple and I just happened to see them kissing. Narimah was right, it looked like the guy was eating the girl up. They were all over each other. Lucky I never wear specs or else, everything will be crystal clear, and disturbing. Why am I surrounded by rated stuffs these days? First, an insight of 'making babies project' and now this. =.="
Narimah accidentally sprayed water on me. The water that she drank. I'm traumatized. =.="
Went to CWP with my sister and did our shopping. I bought a Chemistry assesment book for 5 dollars. ;) Yes, I'm serious about this stupid subject called Chemistry. Damn you. I'm the weakest at Chemistry. =.=" I need more tutoring/assistance in Chemistry, especially from my now-favourite tutor, NARIMAH~!!! ;))))))))))










I don't care eh eh eh eh eh.
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Y 6:35 AM
Thursday, August 06, 2009
`I JUST HATE YOU.You pissed me off.Bloody jerk.They're laughing at you, not with you.Annoying.Irritating.I can only use negative adjectives to decribe you.I don't give a damn about what you said.Attention seeker.Just shut your freaking mouth.It sucks that I actually like the guy that you're close with.And because of that, I try to lose interest in him.And yet, I failed miserably.It disgusts me how you always give me that fucking look.It's true, you have a fucking face.You might think it's funny, but it's hurtful.Dumb ass.Fucking brat.Sore loser.I hope you experience a hard time, just like how you did to the rest of them.Sweet revenge it is.My unknown true feelings. Don't bother reading it cause you can never do it. ;)
I feel like an idiot right now. Crying out of a sudden. Damn you tears.
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